profileMy name is Abrielle .21 years old. i myself am strange and unusual. i'm not supposed to be Normal,i'm supposed to be Me! a girl who laughs and cries a lot sometimes!I'm sarcastic & hv a smartass attitude!It's a natural defense against drama,bullshit,stupidity! i don't give a fuck if you're offended! |
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Random things about HIM, Thursday, December 16, 2010it's been so long i haven't post something on this blog. i'm not gonna using " i am so busy " reason . but yeah, it's because i'm too busy with some assignments and presentation. sometimes,when i take a break for a while, and the thoughts inside my head start screaming,i'm so ready to posting it in my blog,something has stop me to write it, it's like my mind won't let me shared it into the world,so i ended up with clicking the sign up button. that's what i do in the last few month. but not today,i am so ready to post this. lol Sometimes i feel , i am so pathetic and dumb . being in this relationship is like roler-coaster,i keep going so high,and suddenly going down.I am so confused of what we have in this 6 years relationship. YES,i'm happy with you,you're my everything,you're my dreams come true but sometimes i feel you're not deserve to be adore,you're not deserving anything,because of your arrogant and selfish attitude. You know i hate it when you starting so angry and yelled at me! and i hate the way you point your damn fingers to me.but why am i still here? what am i waiting for? waiting for you to change? Yes, maybe i'm in love with you everyday,i love everything in you, and i'm not gonna change you. you have dark side attitude, so what? everybody has it. i just hoping that we're not gonna separated by this difference. not your ego or your selfishness. what we have is more precious than that. i'm not gonna give up on nothing , you're not always shows your bad attitude, you are always there when i cried, when i don't have anybody to share, and you never leave me alone in a hard situation. you always be the first to hold my hand and guide me. that's why you're so special even sometimes you hurt me so bad with your words. i forgive you when you say "sorry" because i know you are really sorry for treating me bad. You're not like any other guy, you always meant it when you say something especially Sorry. i'm not naive, and this isn't a fairytale. i just telling the truth and random things about my boyfriend, i mean... our relationship wasn't always good, we fight sometimes and i hate him too , sometimes. so what? that's make us stronger, and that's keep us together. So until now, in our 6 years relationship,i'm not gonna change anything in him. he's perfect on his way, i love him just the way he is. I just keep on praying to god, that he'll always be my first and my last.. i know he loves me. i know :)  Labels: random things about me |