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My name is Abrielle .21 years old. i myself am strange and unusual. i'm not supposed to be Normal,i'm supposed to be Me! a girl who laughs and cries a lot sometimes!
I'm sarcastic & hv a smartass attitude!It's a natural defense against drama,bullshit,stupidity!
i don't give a fuck if you're offended!

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About me, Wednesday, October 6, 2010

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Some people maybe wondering who i am, because not all of the readers know the real me, so this post is about me, and my point of view of some different things. I might not good in english,but at least i try so hard, so please do not mocking my horrible grammar.

ok , first you must know that i hate the way some people showing off what they have, for examples, if you have some cool stuff or expensive stuff such a Ferarri car, iPhone, iPod, some branded dress, a brand new expensive toys, or maybe your stupid Apple mac laptop, and you feel like to shared it with everyone, and said " Yay, i've got this new phone, i've got this new car, and it cost a lot of money,blahblah" well, you're on my Dislikes list.

i mean what is that for? are you trying to make yourself looks more cool than the others? or maybe you just showing off that you're mommy and daddy is Rich? do you even buy all those stuff with your own money ? then you shouldn't be that arrogant and proud. unless you buy it with money that you earn by yourself.

Agak kurang suka sama yang model begitu, kadang suka gak bersyukur dengan apa yang mereka miliki, seharusnya kita bisa lebih melihat ke bawah daripada menengadahkan kepala ke atas. Seandainya mereka bisa lebih memahami bahwa masih banyak saudara kita di luar sana yang kurang beruntung, bukan nya bersyukur,eh malah menghamburkan uang buat hal yang gak penting.

I'm a realistic person , everything that happen to me is REAL. good things or bad things, It's REAL ! so i don't like spend my time with wondering or imagine something naive. Some people adored Love more than anything in this world, i kinda sick of it, i don't hate love, but sometimes we need to face reality and realized that there's something more than love,

I have a lot of good and bad things happen in my life , i lost my bestfriend last year, she died in a motorcycle accident, she's the one who understand me, we always have the same thought of everything, even the same problem. and life after her, is the hard times that i've been through. it's like i just lost a half of my soul . i can't think, i can't move on , i am never be the same person anymore.

Gue tumbuh di dalam keluarga yang sederhana dan ortu gue gak pernah ngajarin gue untuk menghabiskan uang hanya untuk hal-hal yang tidak berguna, mereka justru mengajarkan gue untuk bisa memanfaatkan rezeki yang ada sebaik mungkin. Selain itu , gue termasuk orang yang pintar menyembunyikan perasaan, jadi misalnya gue lagi sedih banget, gue gak akan menunjukkan betapa sedih nya suasana hati gue, justru sebaliknya,gue menunjukkan ke orang-orang betapa ceria nya gue meski di dalam hati rasa nya badai sedang berkecamuk.

Gue lebih dikenal sebagai pendengar , walaupun terkadang sulit menjadi pendengar yang baik kalau suasana hati lagi mendung, sejak kepergian sahabat gue setahun lalu, gue lebih sering menyendiri dan lebih tertutup, berbeda dengan gue yang dulu suka berbaur dan terbuka dengan lingkungan sosial. sekarang gue terkesan sebagai orang yang suka memutuskan tali silaturahmi dengan teman dan orang lain. sebenarnya bukan hal itu yang gue pengen denger tentang gue yang menarik diri dari keramaian, mungkin lebih kepada gue yang pengen menenangkan diri dan menyembuhkan rasa kehilangan di dalam hidup gue. tapi terkadang orang lain hanya bisa menilai dan menghakimi.

Entah kenapa gue benci sama banyak hal akhir-akhir ini, seperti emosi yang menyelimuti hati dan jiwa , rasanya tiap ada sesuatu yang mengusik, gue langsung benci se-benci benci nya dengan hal itu. gue jadi mudah tersinggung, mudah emosi dan cepat marah.

i've so many questions in my head, sometimes it gives me a serious headache because no one can answer it , and i can't find the best solution about everything, i always stuck in a bad situation and in a wrong direction. i need a saviour i am too depressed to find a way to survive this time.

Maybe this time only. there would never be next time.

Some of my friends betrayed me, they turned to be an enemy. i always look in the mirror, and a new question pop out in my head "What did i do wrong?" "why they hate me?" or "what makes them better than me so they can judge me?" all of those emotional question repeating in my head, sometimes it exploded and without i notice, i screamed , i yelled at everyhting, i become a crazy woman who fight with her own mind.

i need inspiration, i need motivation , some quotes won't help, so i started to find it from strangers , it works for a couple day, and then i lost again juat can't find my way back to reality.

Orang yang belum kenal ama gue mikir kalau gue adalah anak yang mudah bergaul, anak muda yang selalu ceria dan gak pernah ada masalah , well i'm also human,guys. i face problem, i cried , i know how it feels when nothing feel alright. My parents almost split up , my boyfriend doesn't care , and none of my friends stay beside me to hear my stories. believe me! I KNOW HOW IT FEEL !

So don't judge by it cover , you need get to know me better before talking about me.

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